my body is a canvas

so i have two tattoos which i love :D this is one of them --->
which is a quote from macbeth ''blood will have blood'' and i love the meaning it holds behind it, i love the way shakespeare writes.
<------ and here is my other tattoo this is the word ''strong'' in hebrew which is i word i feel describes me best. i want to get so many more tattoos but i feel i wont have enough space on my body.

'' Have you ever traveled down a road to find there was no end For every corner that you turned there was another bendThe faster that you walked, the longer that it seemedAnd you were all alone, in this crazy dream

Crazy dreams that you dream alone When the lights go out and no one's home You see the day for what it's beenAnd you wish to God you could stay clean

morning brings you to the road you didn't want to travel and every step you take again makes your life unravelYou keep on walking down the path, wondering what you'll find,and pray that when you find it you wont have lost your mind

It's halfway through another day and you're looking for those dreams knowing they can make your life better than it seemsIf only to forget your pain for a little while you can travel down the road just another mile

The night is now upon you, the miles are on your face,But you keep going forward to your final place.You know the end is coming soon, you see it straight aheadAnd if they don't forget you, you never will be dead ''

this is a poem i love, i feel it is quite suited to me and i want to get tattoed on the side of my ribs, but its very big so i will have to cut it down to 2 or 3 stanza's, i also have a cherry blossom design i want on the other side of my body, and so much more but i have to think of places on my body to put them, i've been told the ribs is the worst place to have tattoos that its the most painful which im scared about because i had such a hard time dealing with the pain of the ones on my wrist, the tattoos artist had to hold my wrist down because i couldnt stop shaking, so he will probably have to sit on my for the ones down the side of my body. alot of people i know think its not feminine to get loads of tattoos and its ruining my body blah blah blah but to be honest i couldnt care less, im getting them for me and its not like im getting something tacky or masculine (i know a girl with a tattoo of a bull down right on her bicep area, omg it looks awful!) and i feel its a wonderful way to express yourself, besides there are plenty of worse ways to ruin your body like smoking...becoming obese..drugs, so they can shut up lol

blah!

today is... a boring day, so so so boring, i woke up this morning and decided to call in sick to work as i wasnt feeling well, but its been so boring, the weather is terrible too, i've just watched mondays flash foward which was aaamaaziiing and spent half an hour trying to find the next episode online, but i couldnt find it :( which is probably a good thing cause i would moan next week that ive already seen that one and have nothing to watch.
tbh i really dont wanna go back to work tomorrow, im getting so fed up with it, want something more challenging and with people i have things in common with, i would love to just pick up and leave here tonight and start a new life somewhere else, in a differant country but i have no passport or money so thats not going to work just yet, i hope my day gets somewhat better, its just gone 2pm and i have no plans and it will probably stay like that cause of the weather...i might just look for a new job online with better money so i can save up to move away...wish me luck :) xxx

i want to punch my laptop

im sooo annoyed and have come here to vent my frustration, so i had to leave college cause my parents moved back to ireland when i was 17 and left me here homeless and i couldnt continue education and had to go and get a job, and i've worked in a job i hate for almost 2 years now and i am trying to get back into education but ovbiously because i have my own apartment i cannot go to college like most 19 year olds cause i have to work, so i decided to look for an evening class or weekend class, and low and behold NOTHING not even in brighton, i seriously dont know how im supposed to get and education and a decent career without being able to study its doing my head in, i cannot wait to move out of this stupid backwards town to somewhere with more oppertunity for me, preferably to new york, anyway im done ranting lol bye xxx

motavation please?

so, im writing my own novel and today i have tried my best to get some motavation to start typing, but i end up staring at the last sentence i wrote trying to come up with what happens next and i fail, and eat cake instead which only makes me hungrier for more cake and then it turns into a vicious cycle of cake eating and staring a screen which surprisingly doesnt get any work done, and my twitter isnt helping me i also stare at that when i fancy a change of staring at ''as I lift it back up I see a rather large drawing of a generous penis with a face, how mature, although I have to say its more fun than charts and line graphs.'' (the last sentence of my novel so far) and im also blaming the loss of one hour today as to why i havent done anything as that extra one hour would of probably gave me the fuel i needed to conjore up a few more paragraphs, well there is always next weekend i suppose this can just be 'leticias' lazy cake eating weekend' although i would of liked some sense of achievement to have come from these two days away from my crappy job. oh well. anyway this redvelvet cupcake is calling me, bye for now xxx leticia

welcome

so welcome to my blog, here is were i will post random passages and extracts from my life and the wonderful things running through my mind, i will also be starting a fictional blog with in the next week and will let you know about that, so watch this space :) bye bye xxx