meh..

so i dont really know why i have come on here, or what i wanted to blog about, but i just feel very full of thinking and decided to come type and see what comes out, might be useful to use some of this writing time on my novel but this is easier.
so all of a sudden i have come over all strange and im in one of those moods where i think about everything in my life, and therefore 'over' thinking everyhing.
i've now listened to boyce avenues cover of oasis wonderwall on repeat about 12 times, and its making me sad which is not good, i have moments like this where im happy and bubbly and my usual self for so long and then i just get a bit fed up, like i really want to get out of this country and start a new life, i've just had enough of it here, and the awful memories and people i cant stand, and i really want to punch my sister right now aswell, the further away i can get from my family the better, so im just going to save my money for a passport and enough money to leave here and hopefully i can start a new life away from everything depressing here. there really isnt any point to this blog (not really any point to any of my posts but whatever) but there you go anyway just a random pointless moan..