long time to see

so i haven't blogged in a while, but im going to stop slacking, i promise :) .. so 2 weeks from today i shall no longer be a teenager and become TWENTY years old.. arghhh im such an old lady. my brithday will also be 2 years since i last spoke to my parents, which when i think about it really depresses me, but then i have to remember that i dont need them in my life, when they were in my life they would just make me miserable, i remember being on to the phone to my sister who moved away to manchester crying wishing i could go and live with her, cause she was the only one who understood what my parents were like cause she suffered through it before she ran away, so my birthday is always a happy and a day were i reflect on some pretty sad thoughts, but a load of alcohol and presents from my friends should fix that problem :)
i havent blogged in a while but i really havent done a lot, ive been trying to find a new job, if i dont find one soon i shouldnt have any problem in about a month cause christmas temp positions will be opening up, you can all keep your fingers crossed that i get a job at topshop, i would be over the moon and my piercings and plans for a sleeve tattoo wouldnt be a problem in there either, good times..
im also going to start a new book, even though i havent finished my current one but i want to do a more fantisy novel, i've got about two paragraphs in, wether i get much further we'll have to wait and see, so yeah anyway thats it from me now, pretty random blog like usual, goodbye for now :) xx