LAZY!!

okay so i've come here for a rant, and perhaps some opinions.. 3 times in the past 2 days i have heard of people complaining about there weight whilst tucking into some cake or fast food, I myself eat quite a lot and don't always eat so healthily but i am not fat nor am i out of shape so im not preaching about healthy eating/detox crap but if you are going to complain about you weight and sit watching re runs of cash in the attic whilst inhaling a load of crap, then you are just lazy, there are plenty of people who say they dont earn enough to eat well, as i've seen in a few newspaper/magazine articles and most of those people are living on benefits which my tax is paying for so my soloution is either get of your ass and get a job to support yourself and if you are too lazy to do that then you argument is stupid as, fruit and vegetables are cheaper than chocolate and take aways and going out for a run in the morning is free.
i have no problem with overwieght people, frankly if you are happy with your body regardless of it size i think its wonderful and good on you, but please do not complain about you weight if you are doing nothing about it. it makes you seem stupid, okay thats my rant over lol xxx

long time to see

so i haven't blogged in a while, but im going to stop slacking, i promise :) .. so 2 weeks from today i shall no longer be a teenager and become TWENTY years old.. arghhh im such an old lady. my brithday will also be 2 years since i last spoke to my parents, which when i think about it really depresses me, but then i have to remember that i dont need them in my life, when they were in my life they would just make me miserable, i remember being on to the phone to my sister who moved away to manchester crying wishing i could go and live with her, cause she was the only one who understood what my parents were like cause she suffered through it before she ran away, so my birthday is always a happy and a day were i reflect on some pretty sad thoughts, but a load of alcohol and presents from my friends should fix that problem :)
i havent blogged in a while but i really havent done a lot, ive been trying to find a new job, if i dont find one soon i shouldnt have any problem in about a month cause christmas temp positions will be opening up, you can all keep your fingers crossed that i get a job at topshop, i would be over the moon and my piercings and plans for a sleeve tattoo wouldnt be a problem in there either, good times..
im also going to start a new book, even though i havent finished my current one but i want to do a more fantisy novel, i've got about two paragraphs in, wether i get much further we'll have to wait and see, so yeah anyway thats it from me now, pretty random blog like usual, goodbye for now :) xx

everybody was kung fu fighting!

can i just say how excited i am for the new karate kid film!!! ahhhh! yay :D i loved the old ones the are just classics and ive seen the trailer for the new one and it looks awesome, i love jackie chan and will smiths son look so adorable!

bridesmaid

me as a bridesmaid!

my flesh tunnels!

i finally got some flesh tunnels, and i LOVE them! you can see them in this picture :D

love this group!

okay so heres a clip of this english group called 'the midnight beasts' doing a parody of ke$ha song tik tok..so awesome as are all their other videos http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4npUdfEmbQ enjoy! :)

ann summers party

so i went to an ann summers party last night, for my friends mums 50th birthday..i had a great time, first we had to wait for all the guys to leave as strictly no men are allowed at ann summers parties.
if anyone reading doesnt know what an ann summers party is, its basically were some one from ann summers comes to your house with; all the kinky outfits, sex toys, lingere, body candy ect ect. and you play games, and stuff like that, it was so much fun, especially as the ann summers girl was an old friend from school, so was nice to see her again. but i drank a bit too much and now im nursing a hangover with i giant cup of tea with about 5 sugars and about 3 scones. its working pretty well. anyway this was just me rambling on again, kay byeeeee xx

i love you iPhone but you are a stupid bitch at times

if i see 'the white screen of death' one more time i might have to drown my phone in the bath or drop it in my toaster! as it keeps pissing me off, also as i am moving in a few weeks my house phone has been disconnected therefore making contact with people pretty difficult! im just going to get my old brick of a nokia back, never had a problem with that baby AND it had snake.

why do i look fat and chinese?

not that i have a problem with fat people or chinese people, but i am neither so why do i look it? :

meh..

so i dont really know why i have come on here, or what i wanted to blog about, but i just feel very full of thinking and decided to come type and see what comes out, might be useful to use some of this writing time on my novel but this is easier.
so all of a sudden i have come over all strange and im in one of those moods where i think about everything in my life, and therefore 'over' thinking everyhing.
i've now listened to boyce avenues cover of oasis wonderwall on repeat about 12 times, and its making me sad which is not good, i have moments like this where im happy and bubbly and my usual self for so long and then i just get a bit fed up, like i really want to get out of this country and start a new life, i've just had enough of it here, and the awful memories and people i cant stand, and i really want to punch my sister right now aswell, the further away i can get from my family the better, so im just going to save my money for a passport and enough money to leave here and hopefully i can start a new life away from everything depressing here. there really isnt any point to this blog (not really any point to any of my posts but whatever) but there you go anyway just a random pointless moan..

you stupid fool!

oh hello, just coming here to have a little rant.
SO... if you write like this : 'Yo WasSup wat yu duin, i spel lyk an idiate' i will assume you are an uneducated waste of my time, not to sound stuck up or anything but to be honest when was is 'cool' to look like a complete twat? and what is wrong spelling properly? alllllsoooo do NOT call me on a private number cause i will not pick up.
and finally not to stereotype the 'white van' men out there, leaning out of the window of your van shouting 'ello luv, fancy a drink' and then wolf whistling at me will not get my attention, i appreciate the intrest in me but i quite like to have a proper conversation with someone rather than being yelled at whilst im trying get home.. okay thanks :)

im just going to become an immigrant

for so long i have wanted to move out of this country, and no more so than now.
i would quite happily pick up my stuff and get on the next plane out of here, and start a new life.
one problem, i dont have a passport and at £75 i dont have the money for one, or a plane ticket for that matter, so ive decided on immigration, its clearly the only option :) so i will cross the atlantic by sneaking into a big truck that is going on a ferry, sorted. pretty good plan if you ask me, i'll be over the ocean in no time.

what's so funny?

wtf is going on here? is she scared, happy? laughing? i have no idea but she looks hilarious

no riding dinosaurs please!!

any rule breaking will result in confiscation of dinosaur, thanks :)

orgasm and happiness drinks anyone?

sooo as i wanderd down the isle in the store i saw this little beauty -->
so i bought this 'neuroBLISS aswell well as another called neuroGASM
and i drank the neuroGASM first and well, lets just say i should of made the connection between the GASM part at the end of the drink, not that it made me have an orgasm or anything, if so i wouldnt be writing this atm and just be downing more of it, but it did make me rather horny, which has worn off now you'll be pleased to know aaannnd sooo when i read the neuroBLISS bottle and it promised me 'happyness' i was rather intrested, but to be honest i have no idea what on earth is going on with my body right now, i first drank it and felt sick, then i got a headache and now i feel just STRANGE my mind feels somewhat vacant but my body wants me to jump up and down and pounce on someone *might still have a little bit of the neuroGASM running through me* but so now im laying on my bed and going in and out of dizzyness and happyness and then just feeling sick.. so i will advise you not to try them.. anyway i have a huge urge to jump up and down, so seeya xxx

WHY.. why would you do this to yourself?

classy, classy lady!

WTF!?

can this be real!?

you must watch this!

you can thank me for it being stuck in your head for hours :)
http://trololololololololololo.com/

owch :'(

hellooo :)
well i decided i wanted to get flesholes in my ears, and ofcourse the ears have to be stretched first, and i did my first stretch with 2mm tapers yesterday, i was in the shop 'guru' with my friend and the smallest was 1.6mm which i wanted to get and she said ''nooooooo, just go straight to the 2mm, you wont feel it'' so i bought them and we went to a bar for a drink whilst i built the courage to put them through my ears, now i have a reasonable pain threshold but omg this hurt, and i think cause i got the curved ones it was harder to put through than the straight ones, so that made it hurt even more. i spent about 10 minutes putting just one in and it hurt so much i decided to leave the other for later, and now they are both in, but im so glad cause they look awesome.. but they still hurt so bad, apparently i should be able to go up another size (3mm) in a week, and im not getting huuuugeee flesholes, im only going to about 8mm so that if i ever change my mind they can always heal. any bigger and they wont heal.. oh and an old woman today told me i will look like a dirty punk haha but in all fairness i dress and act very feminine so there is no chance of me being a '''dirty punk' (who uses the word punk nowadays?) and im getting them cause i love they way they look and they're a bit edgy which i love, but im still rocking my heels and dresses lol.. so anyway that was just a random bit of information about my ears lol enjoy :D xxx

oh hello there

soo, right now its about 11:15 am and i should be writing some of my novel and doing research as i havent worked on it in a while, but insted im am here, writing a blog insted, although this isnt my only distraction, i've spent the last hour on this website http://chatroulettetrolling.com/?utm_source=network&utm_medium=post&utm_campaign=directory which is hilarious, check it out.
for some reason i tell myself every weekend ''right leticia, lets work on your novel.'' i dont actually talk to myself about myself in the third person, leticia would be an ass if she did that...
anywayyy so i always manage to talk myself out of it, wether it be twitter, or watching stupid pointless videos on youtube or stuffing my face with cake, i will find a way to talk myself out of writing for another weekend, well last weekend i blame getting slightly drunk for my lack of work, and when i say lack i mean fuck all. but i did purchase some awesome leggings from topshop wanna see? ofcourse you do.
pretty craaazzyyy huh? i love them. i spilt a screaming orgasm coctail on them and im still convinced i can smell baileys on it even though i washed them.
this as a pretty short and pointless ramble but whatever :D xxx

my adventures of the 'pre hen night'

so last night i went out on a 'pre hen night' with the bride and other two bridesmaids, we went over the 'frenchs' a bar and the bartender gave me a free shot of something pink and fruity whilst the other girls wernt up for it, we sat down for a few drinks before heading over to ZiZi's the this italian restaurant and waited forever! to be served it was quite nice but all the other girls a stick thin and i mean reeeaally thin so i was the only one there who clearly enjoyed her food and none of them wanted dessert either :O i mean wtf? thats crazy.
so we went back to 'frenchs' and i wanted to stay downstairs were everyone was and have a few more shots but insted they wanted to go upstairs in the cocktail lounge, where it was dead! and have cocktails (ovbiously) although i didnt get wasted on shots and so on, i did enjoy my cocktails so it wasnt all a loss.
but i was getting pretty sick by the end of the night but having my ass grabbed but it was made up for by one of the very loud, annoying bar guys giving me free drinks all night i didnt care he was annoying after a few JD's and cokes so all in all it was a pretty good night now looking forward to the proper hen party at the rugby club were the drinks are rediculously cheap and i have 2 more hen parties after this, as much as i hate weddings i do love the hen parties ... xxx

my body is a canvas

so i have two tattoos which i love :D this is one of them --->
which is a quote from macbeth ''blood will have blood'' and i love the meaning it holds behind it, i love the way shakespeare writes.
<------ and here is my other tattoo this is the word ''strong'' in hebrew which is i word i feel describes me best. i want to get so many more tattoos but i feel i wont have enough space on my body.

'' Have you ever traveled down a road to find there was no end For every corner that you turned there was another bendThe faster that you walked, the longer that it seemedAnd you were all alone, in this crazy dream

Crazy dreams that you dream alone When the lights go out and no one's home You see the day for what it's beenAnd you wish to God you could stay clean

morning brings you to the road you didn't want to travel and every step you take again makes your life unravelYou keep on walking down the path, wondering what you'll find,and pray that when you find it you wont have lost your mind

It's halfway through another day and you're looking for those dreams knowing they can make your life better than it seemsIf only to forget your pain for a little while you can travel down the road just another mile

The night is now upon you, the miles are on your face,But you keep going forward to your final place.You know the end is coming soon, you see it straight aheadAnd if they don't forget you, you never will be dead ''

this is a poem i love, i feel it is quite suited to me and i want to get tattoed on the side of my ribs, but its very big so i will have to cut it down to 2 or 3 stanza's, i also have a cherry blossom design i want on the other side of my body, and so much more but i have to think of places on my body to put them, i've been told the ribs is the worst place to have tattoos that its the most painful which im scared about because i had such a hard time dealing with the pain of the ones on my wrist, the tattoos artist had to hold my wrist down because i couldnt stop shaking, so he will probably have to sit on my for the ones down the side of my body. alot of people i know think its not feminine to get loads of tattoos and its ruining my body blah blah blah but to be honest i couldnt care less, im getting them for me and its not like im getting something tacky or masculine (i know a girl with a tattoo of a bull down right on her bicep area, omg it looks awful!) and i feel its a wonderful way to express yourself, besides there are plenty of worse ways to ruin your body like smoking...becoming obese..drugs, so they can shut up lol

blah!

today is... a boring day, so so so boring, i woke up this morning and decided to call in sick to work as i wasnt feeling well, but its been so boring, the weather is terrible too, i've just watched mondays flash foward which was aaamaaziiing and spent half an hour trying to find the next episode online, but i couldnt find it :( which is probably a good thing cause i would moan next week that ive already seen that one and have nothing to watch.
tbh i really dont wanna go back to work tomorrow, im getting so fed up with it, want something more challenging and with people i have things in common with, i would love to just pick up and leave here tonight and start a new life somewhere else, in a differant country but i have no passport or money so thats not going to work just yet, i hope my day gets somewhat better, its just gone 2pm and i have no plans and it will probably stay like that cause of the weather...i might just look for a new job online with better money so i can save up to move away...wish me luck :) xxx

i want to punch my laptop

im sooo annoyed and have come here to vent my frustration, so i had to leave college cause my parents moved back to ireland when i was 17 and left me here homeless and i couldnt continue education and had to go and get a job, and i've worked in a job i hate for almost 2 years now and i am trying to get back into education but ovbiously because i have my own apartment i cannot go to college like most 19 year olds cause i have to work, so i decided to look for an evening class or weekend class, and low and behold NOTHING not even in brighton, i seriously dont know how im supposed to get and education and a decent career without being able to study its doing my head in, i cannot wait to move out of this stupid backwards town to somewhere with more oppertunity for me, preferably to new york, anyway im done ranting lol bye xxx

motavation please?

so, im writing my own novel and today i have tried my best to get some motavation to start typing, but i end up staring at the last sentence i wrote trying to come up with what happens next and i fail, and eat cake instead which only makes me hungrier for more cake and then it turns into a vicious cycle of cake eating and staring a screen which surprisingly doesnt get any work done, and my twitter isnt helping me i also stare at that when i fancy a change of staring at ''as I lift it back up I see a rather large drawing of a generous penis with a face, how mature, although I have to say its more fun than charts and line graphs.'' (the last sentence of my novel so far) and im also blaming the loss of one hour today as to why i havent done anything as that extra one hour would of probably gave me the fuel i needed to conjore up a few more paragraphs, well there is always next weekend i suppose this can just be 'leticias' lazy cake eating weekend' although i would of liked some sense of achievement to have come from these two days away from my crappy job. oh well. anyway this redvelvet cupcake is calling me, bye for now xxx leticia

welcome

so welcome to my blog, here is were i will post random passages and extracts from my life and the wonderful things running through my mind, i will also be starting a fictional blog with in the next week and will let you know about that, so watch this space :) bye bye xxx